WE Were Never Meant to Fit in & Being Human Was Never Supposed to Work

Years ago I stopped using the word healing.... I didn't understand why, but it never resonated with me. I came to understand later, as I came to see... 

Healing carries a connotation that there is something broken or wrong with us. Even in my most messed up moments, I never believed this. I did wonder "what was wrong with me", forever it seems. Nothing ever made sense. That was because I was not actually human. I was in a human body that never fit or felt quite right to me. I was in a human reality that was like being on the wrong planet. I was amongst others and never fit in... It was like I never fit... because I was not supposed to.

The human experience was never supposed to work. We were here to experience it and move beyond it, to transcend it. We were here to REMEMBER FULLY and AGAIN BECOME WHO WE TRULY ARE.... 

WE are not here to fit in, we are here to STAND OUT, to be SO VISIBLE that everyone can find us, see us... WE are here to BE THE LIGHT.

Inside of each of us is a PURE BEING OF LOVE. A beautiful magnificent being that was hidden deep inside. In an effort to fit in, we all hid and compromised who we were... we didn't understand or know any differently then... 

Yet as ALL AWAKEN, this is no longer true. We don't hide or compromise our soul for anything anymore. We recognize where we have/had fear, judgment and allowed anything less than love in our own reality world. WE SEE things CLEARLY, for exactly what they are... 

We are not here to heal, except that which is human within us. WE are to REMEMBER OURSELVES AS HIGHER SELF BEINGS, AS SOULS, that are already whole (ONE) and we are to RECALL every aspect of ourselves we allowed to attach to something or someone "out there", off in another time/existence, that is not present in THIS MOMENT RIGHT HERE. 

WE are to COME BACK to PEACE, come back to LOVE, come back to CENTER INSIDE. WE are to recognize when we step off into another moment and get our self back in this moment, right now. WE are to FOCUS, right here, right now.. THIS MOMENT... and see things from a gazillion different perspectives that we could not see when we were all caught up in the energy of that before.  

There is nothing WRONG with us, we do not need to be fixed. WE NEED TO LOVE OURSELVES FIRST and so completely that we do not settle for anything less. WE need to honor us and recognize when we do not. WE NEED to REMEMBER that nothing can occur that we did not call forth from inside of us.

As all awaken, they start to understand that realities are transmitted from within them, from their energy, in frequencies and that this is creating the physical reality out there. The conscious being can pay attention and hear/see/feel that which they could not before. Could not, because, they were not present or aware of this... 

Yet CONSCIOUSNESS brings forth all kinds of gifts... amazing ones, abilities beyond that which we understood. These abilities are natural though. As a human we try to achieve them. As a higher self we just are. These evolve and emerge as we do, from the inside out. 

As we TUNE IN LIGHT, our physical body TUNES UP too. There's nothing wrong with us... our compromise and lack is leaving our bodies, the walls are coming down, the barriers between the dimensions, all held inside of us all along. Now, where we abused ourselves because we didn't understand, our bodies need more love, more care and sometimes we have to resort to something we don't want to, to get through it. WE do not judge this. WE do what we need to for us. Some go to the doctors and get medicine, because they are scared. Some don't, some go holistic, some use nature, some go to sleep, some go to the gym, some resort to alcohol/drugs... only the human judges this. It's important to understand that we do what we need to for us. When we do not need that anymore, we stop. Plain and simple. We stop doing that which does not feed our spirit, our soul, our higher self aspects and our physical body love, light and the fuel it needs to do the journey. We sleep a ridiculous amount, for photonic light kicks our butts... no way around it... it's supposed to, as the human aspect of us has to get out of the way, besides our bodies are transforming into Light and Crystalline and "how" this occurs is beyond the human scope of comprehension. We have to actually experience things to truly understand them. 

This journey is ours to do it how we desire from inside. The only one we have to deal with is our own lower selves/human us... that gets in the way by trying to play out the old programs that do not work in the higher realms. WE are our worst critic, until we realize this. We stop judging ourselves and we open our hearts fully, let out the old stuff that sucked severely inside... This is called "energy" and we label it however we want. Fear, pain, anger, sadness.... All separation from ourselves AS SOURCE. 

Opening our hearts IS healing, for it's us becoming whole. Yet to walk around with an open heart and a closed mind, this doesn't work either, for there's still human limits involved. To transcend the human limits we have to open our mind fully too. We have to keep them both open, stretching the mind, finding new perspectives and allowing both to SYNCHRONIZE to the frequency of love. To do this we must come to live from the inside out. WE have to stop, be present and BE THE OBSERVER in every moment. From this space we have choice and we realize what we could not before. WE realize that we were the ones doing it all to ourselves. Wow... 

With this realization we are able to take our power back. We are able to hear the frequencies and tones of what we could not before. WE are able to DO from a different dimension than we did before. WE are in the 5th Dimension, which is where the portals to all other dimensions open up.

It's not hard to BE your 5th Dimensional version of you. It's hard to maintain it 24/7 and come from that space of love and radiate light, without going back to old mindsets anymore. It takes continual practice to break the old habits at a human and create new ones from the heart. This is called RE-PROGRAMMING. This is how we do it as Higher Self Star-Light Beings here. 

This is a JOURNEY that occurs over the separation of time. Yet the more we are a higher self aspect, the less time exists anymore. Our templates upgrade as we release the old stuff. Present moment, this one right here... this is where we live, exist and operate from. All others converge in this one now.

The delay between the dimensions is the human mind. The heart crosses all of these, which is why it's so important to stay in your heart and operate from this space at all times. You can span all dimensions and affect realities from this one right here. You need not go anywhere or do anything, unless you are shown to. Your vibration speaks all for you. Spoken words are not necessary here. They are only needed for human exchanges... 

When SOULS connect/come together, words are not necessary anymore. All that is spoken is spoken in light. Light is a frequency and all words have these. This is why along the way speaking and vocabulary change so much. Words are limiting, so we have to use more to explain something simple, create a visual with them or find new ones to explain where the old words don't work anymore. We do not speak words that carry lower frequencies, our vocal cords adjust along the way too. Language completely changes for us. A word is a sound and sounds carry frequencies and we hear this instead of the words. 

When souls come together all is understood. Open hearts speak... and there's no distance anymore. Where one is human, it will feel like being in totally different worlds or universes. This is because we are... ♥ ♥ ♥ 

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