My Connection with a Liquid Lilac Light Andara

My favorite andara sold today. Okay, technically when you get to walk around with a ton of them in the house they are ALL your favorites but this one was very special for me. I came to work with Lisa after my girlfriend and I had split. I needed time and space to connect with myself and to expand. This was the first Andara I picked out to sleep with. I have not always been in-tune with things, I’ve had many human experiences where anything that could not be “proven” was dismissed. I’ve dismissed a great number of things and I am just now finally learning to let go and trust. It’s been a struggle for me to let go of that part of my human and to really tune-in without giving up. This andara changed a lot of that for me in the few months I’ve been here.

I’ve noticed some feelings around crystals before, though not a ton. When I bought my first andara from Lisa I had many different experiences all in my dream state. I knew it was the andara but I didn’t really have words or feelings from the experiences, just a lot of confusion. The more I played with my andara and those that Lisa has more I started noticing subtle changes but I didn’t fully trust it. There are so many people that get distinct messages from them, that speak with them, can see their energy and other various ways of communication that I dismissed some of what I got or didn’t feel like it was “enough” in some ways (tends to be a theme in my human experience that I am learning to transcend).

When I picked up this little lilac andara I had no idea why. It wasn’t a color I usually resonate with. I tend to like more of the earthy/elemental ones. It was very pristine inside and I tend to like the ones with a bunch of bubbles and swirls. It really wasn’t one I thought of as “me” in any way but I was still drawn to it. Lisa let me take it into my room to sleep and “work” with. I think we all do similar things with our andaras, or at least the people I know do. We sleep with them, kiss them, hug them, talk to them, play with them, gaze at them, connect with them in tons of other ways, take pictures of them and so on. I began to feel a very subtle yet pure energy that would start in my chest and then spread upwards to flow through my entire higher heart area where it would then sit and radiate as it expanded.

The Lilac has the feeling of loving, caressing, almost cocooning energy for me. Very soft and light and yet you know that it would never cease. It is a pure magical and unconditional love that I felt from it whenever I would touch it. I was sitting talking with Lisa and realized that as she spoke I would put the andara to my lips, the sensitive skin of our lips is said to almost equal to our fingertips but for me it must be more so because I realized I could feel the same energy I did when I held it but on overdose. It was so intense at times that I would lose myself a little in that feeling. I even sat up speaking with LIsa recently and was having a lot of frustration, confusion and a bit of anger going through me but I picked up another andara that was nearby, put it to my lips and began to feel those emotions leaving my body being replaced by the energy of the andara I held.

I don’t really have an emotion to describe the andara being sold, I’m not sad or hurt but I did have a bit of “missing” come up briefly. I’m elated that the lilac is going off to connect with its partner and they will be able to explore the energy of it for themselves, to experience in their own way the magnificence of this exquisite being and have their own revelations with the andara and themselves.

​Mahalo little Liquid Lilac Light, I love you. ~Lee Bonde